So life is a little crazy at the moment. Between classes, working, cheerleading, exercise science club stuff, and planning a WEDDING, things are pretty busy. Regardless of how busy things are, I couldn't be happier. Life is SO great and I don't have a thing in the world to complain about.
The Lord is teaching me ALL kinds of stuff right now. He's definitely keeping me on my knees about a lot of things. There are a ton of uncertainties for the next year or so. I am constantly reminded to "just keep praying". It's been an awesome, but painful, experience to see yet again how often I forget God. Now I KNOW that He is there for me, but it's sad to see how often I don't go to Him for help. I rely so often on my own understanding to try and figure things out. Lately though, God's been showing me that i am NOT in control...at all. It's been so great to be reminded of how powerful He is and how weak I am. It's a constant reminder of His love for me.
I just have to truly believe that His plan is perfect. In His perfect timing He's going to reveal all I need to know at that moment. It's so refreshing to just surrender all of my plans and let God show me what I need to know.
Until next time, know that I am growing and learning OH so much. The Lord is using this time of uncertainty to bring me to my knees in prayer. I'm loving it.
